may 2014 be the year of good friends, sexting, and feminism.
spring break update:
snowed in and crying alone in a hotel room because my family was bullying me about money
the oscars are making me antsy
whenever i’m on campus with no specific things to accomplish (like assignments or whatever) i get so anxious.
i feel like i’m wasting so much time,
unless i’m drinking. (maybe because that pretty much means i can’t really do work at that point.)
but i’m just kind of trying to find productive things to do right now. i dunno. i wish i could just relax and dig beinf sober with people without worrying about not being productive.
"I’m writing a five page paper on The Modern African Woman."
"Tell me something about The Modern African Woman."
"There’s actually no such thing. The ‘African Woman’ is a misnomer. Africa has hundreds of ethnic groups and communities, each with their own customs, traditions, and ideas."
something that is basically the opposite of everything i ever post ever
i gave the study abroad office $600 of my own money AND I STILL FEEL SECURE FINANCIALLY!
i have been working my butt off lately to make sure nothing will destroy my travel plans and damn it feels good.
that’s all folks.
down side: i smoked my first cigarette in like three months
up side: i am so much happier than i was pre-cigarette!